I am really struggling right now.  I have zero motivation.  I have been eating chips, candy and cookies with gay abandon!  I have no self control.  I haven't bothered to track my calories or even seem to care what I eat.

I'm scared to weigh myself since I wouldn't be surprised if I had gained back all 25 pounds that I've lost over the last year.

But yesterday I was huffing and puffing and struggling to walk up a hill, and not even a big hill.  It woke me up to the fact that I really need to get this under control if I want to live a  long and healthy life with my family.

So today, I try again!!