I am really struggling right now. I have zero motivation. I have been eating chips, candy and cookies with gay abandon! I have no self control. I haven't bothered to track my calories or even seem to care what I eat.
I'm scared to weigh myself since I wouldn't be surprised if I had gained back all 25 pounds that I've lost over the last year.
But yesterday I was huffing and puffing and struggling to walk up a hill, and not even a big hill. It woke me up to the fact that I really need to get this under control if I want to live a long and healthy life with my family.
So today, I try again!!